我不想..

我不想因為媽媽的教育方式 沒有辦法正常的跟弟弟相處
我又不是他媽 為什麼 是我在教育他?
媽媽常常嘆氣 嘴裡念念有詞的說不知道要怎麼辦
我就會跟他說.. 把電腦關掉就好了阿
還很辛苦的改無線網路的密碼勒... (為了他, 大家都不用看電腦了阿?)
不做功課 就不能玩電腦
不洗澡就不能看電視
不吃飯 就餓肚子

真的有那麼難嗎?????

家長一天到晚就只會說.. 要K人了歐! 要揍你了喔!
... 何必呢?
只是養成好習慣...
每天昨晚該做的事情.. 
這麼簡單.. 為什麼要搞得大家不愉快呢?

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媽媽最近搬家 很累
累到昨天嘔吐了
我跟弟弟說.. 你看著媽咪 看他有沒有吃東西
隔天我問他.. 媽咪有吃東西嗎?
他用肩膀比不知道
我說.. 我只是叫你看著.. 不是叫你煮東西給他吃
然後.. 我說..
你不幫忙.. 至少把自己再客廳的碗筷拿到洗手潮
他說.. 等一下
拿了1個.. 我說.. 剩下的呢?
他很不厭煩的拿走了
媽媽之後下樓了
說.. ㄟ你把碗筷拿去水潮...
剛剛他只是移動碗筷而已..
一想就火大 也沒說什麼

然後他繼續玩他的電腦
他每天都在玩的電腦 還有每天都看的電視
我很懷疑他為什麼還沒有近視
媽媽說.. 去洗澡八
他說.. 等一下
每過10分鐘塔都說等一下
媽媽有點開始發火的時候
他說.. 這個玩完就去
媽媽聽起來很無奈 因為.. 她對PADEN都這樣子.. 最近又特別累
最後無力無氣的說...kelly.. 網路的密碼怎麼改 我忘了...

我.. 看不下去了.
我說.. 你把電腦關了阿
媽媽沒動靜
我起來 親自按母主機的按鈕 強迫關機
弟弟.. 當然看起來要把我殺了
站起來.. 推我一把 (被我捏了)
到樓上去 (應該是去哭)

我也很想哭
他不聽話.. 他當然不會聽話
不聽話沒有後果 就可以多玩好幾個小時的電腦
他為何聽話呢?

為什麼要我來當壞人呢?
教訓他不是我的責任
媽媽太寵他 跟我沒有關係
為什麼要把最後幾天的相處時間變的這麼不愉快呢?

因為我很白癡 太雞婆

以後.. 我只關心當姊姊
我不是媽媽 本來就不應該這樣..


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弟弟.. 如果你以後看到這個.. (應該不會 因為男生都很遲鈍)
IM SORRY
有時候對你的要求太高了
媽媽對你的教育 會讓你覺得我們活在一個很困難的世界裡
你從來沒吃過苦  (我也沒有 可是我懂) 
人生有什麼難關的時候 你要比別人還努力 才有辦法通過

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IN THE END 我不要因為媽媽的教育方式 不能跟弟弟好好相處
我知道聽起來有點自私
我就要自私 我要跟弟弟有美好的回憶

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不公平.. 他就要回台灣了 以後就沒有機會相處了
他也要長大了..

我是姊姊
不是媽媽

搬家

時間好快.. 上次寫網誌都已經過了一年了..

這麼時間沒寫的原因是因為一段時間 密碼忘了.. 懶得改.. 拖拖拉拉就過了一年了 o_o 挖

恩 
最近忙的快死了

為什麼呢?
因為大學很爛 
把這個學期排的滿滿的 
禮拜一到禮拜五到要去學校
那幾天還要抽一天去上班 周末也要上班
還有
他們之前不讓我上一些課
現在又要我補.. 所以這個學期要上6個科目(通常是4個) 加上法文..
工作...
TCU.. (義工 爛東西)
0_0

最近要搬家了
東西蓋丟的都丟了 (T_T 心痛)
該收得到收了 (以後還是要丟的東西 可是目前沒辦法丟的... 覺得自己很白痴.. 為了東西心痛 -_-'')
好多灰塵.. 哈啾哈啾... 哈啾哈啾哈啾!!! T,,T


我們家... 非常的公平
媽媽 --> 收全家的東西... 好可怕), 煮飯
宇心 (我) --> 收自己的東西 (-__-'' 很多), 考試, 寫功課, 煮飯, 賣家具, 接電話來討價還價, 幫媽媽翻譯, 跟上世囉嗦, 上班, ..........................................
弟弟 --> 吃喝玩樂拉, 幫我到水
妹妹 (later on refered as 喬2) --> 吃喝玩樂拉, 罵人, 對著電腦傻笑

我在睡覺 喬2在媽媽旁邊.. (literally 旁邊..)
打電話到美國 .. 
竟然把我叫醒 爬到樓下留言給別人
是喬2沒用 我太有用
還是我比較容易被欺負?

最近有在賣水晶~~
原本是買來給自己的.. 結果下手太重了 哈哈..

好亮..

美... 及... 了!!

哀..

窮....!!

10 new things for 2010

there have been many changes and "1st time"s during the transition between 2009 and 2010. I'm not able to keep track of all of them, but here are the ones that I remember.

1. Started to work at Western Union, the opportunity came up after my last job, which I adored but had to ditch because I couldn't take both job AND college internship =[

2. GOT A NEW CAMERA!! =D=D <3>

3. Went to the beach after not seeing the ocean for.. 15 months (this was a statue next to the pool) I kept on cracking up when I glanced at it, thank god someone was there to catch me =]

4. Went to Applebee's for the first time, and walked out without eating anything for the first time =[ horrible service and the food never arrived.

5. Took barista classes & learned the basics of caffee / espresso (I was a coffee dummy, drank it with lots of milk and sugar)

6. Spent new years eve outside my house for the first time, was with bf at his aunt's =]

7. Saw baby goats and cheese farm. He was so cute, but kinda emo. Kept on hiding in the corner

8. Pulled it off with blue eye shadow (I heard that it was a difficult color to wear (?))

9. New Bunny. our previous bunny escaped (now she's living next door, no one lives there) so we bought a new one.

at first I didn't like the idea, because I liked the previous one. But when I saw him, my heart melted. So he deserves a video (if it EVER uploads, that is)

it never did, and it's 3 am.. I took a snapshot

10. BF's older brother annouced that he's getting married WHAT?!

yah I know you probably don't know how I feel, it's just no one expected it OK?

that's all I can remember for now.

night world

Swarovski Crystallized Pendants from fusionbeads.com

oh my oh my


it is finally here.
=D waited for so long, my precious Swarovski Pendants are finally here!



First throught when I saw the package.



Neat.



It had a purple shiny sticker with fusionbeads.com written on it.



When I opened it and dumped out everything. 3 ziplock backs came out, 1 big and 2 small.



small bag#1: had a bead separator, it was a free promotion.



small bag#2: heart chain, beading chain (which I have no idea what to do with it) and a plastic tape ruler thing that you pull out. Another free gift, for it being my first purchase. The ruler is pretty cheap, sounded like it was breaking while i pulled it out. but it is very useful, and it hasn't broke yet!



big bag: folded in half and had another purple shiny sticker on it. I opened and there was where all my pedants. They came in individual tiny labeled ziplock bags, and wrapped in bubble wrap.



oh my gosh, they're beautiful.







I only bought 2 bails of different sizes because I was not sure which bail would fit which pedant.. So I'm ordering them on my second order.


I had bought gold simeple bails in a craft store, which does not hold more than 2mm thick pedants... so I could only take pictures of half of what I bought. The rest will be posted after my second order.

=] here are some of them

Leaf, so green

AB starfish.. goregous by itself

the real heart of the sea




eco lover




they are so shiny

against daylight

this one is my fave, but no bail =[

if you're crafty, check out www.fusionbeads.com

if you're too lazy, then check out www.dskjewelry.blogspot.com

Steph makes amazing pieces that makes you smile =] and drool if you were me, haha

shout out for giveaway!

http://jusanctuary.blogspot.com/2010/01/valentines-day-giveaway.html
Click above to check out the giveaway! =] good luck!